As I helped unload my chickens at the slaughterhouse on the
early December morning, I experienced a mixture of emotions. I felt relief that my two- hour trip with 17
chickens in my SUV was over, and I felt satisfied that I had finished the job I
began 6 weeks ago. My husband and I
arose during the night, when the chickens were still in their chicken-coma of
sleep, and put them, inside pet carriers, in the plastic-lined back of my
SUV. I rolled down the windows and
blasted the heat the entire trip, and it was not as bad as I had imagined. Although we have a truck, I did not want to
expose the chickens to a 2-hour ride in the open air in December. After a thorough airing, vacuuming, and
cleaning, my SUV's smell returned to normal.
|Calm birds leaving for the slaughterhouse|
I felt pride that my
birds had redder combs, brighter eyes, and more darkly pigmented skin on their
feet than some other birds awaiting slaughter that had not, perhaps, seen as
much of the sunshine and the green grass
as mine had enjoyed. I also felt sad that their
lives were ending so that I could eat. I
said a prayer of thanksgiving to God, and I thanked the birds for their lives.
The chickens had no idea what was about to happen. Poultry do not worry about tomorrow. When they arrived at the slaughterhouse, a
little after sunrise, they were barely awake.
They sat calmly in the crate, and then the workers took them inside the
facility, put them in a carbon-dioxide chamber, where they went to sleep and
died. No drama of a chicken running
about with her head cut off for these birds.
A few days later, I returned to pick up my meat. The box of chicks, weighing a couple of pounds,
which I opened on October 20, had turned into nearly 75 pounds of meat by December 3.
|This is what I picked up a few days later|
Was this a cost-effective undertaking? As long as I do not pay myself an hourly wage
for my labors, it was. Considering the
cost of the chicks, feed, and processing, I paid about $3.50 a pound for
free-range meat (and mine got more free-range and green grass than many chickens
labeled free-range). The $3.50 a pound
applies to all cuts of meat—so I got boneless skinless chicken breast for the
same price I got chicken necks. I did not include the cost of fuel to
transport the chicks and meat or the cost of electricity for the heat lamps in
They were not organic
because organic chicken feed is not available for sale in my area to anyone
(unless you want to pay to have it shipped from another state, which is
cost-prohibitive), but they did have green grass and some insects and
worms, which is more than many chickens raised certified organic from the grocery store receive. I did not medicate or vaccinate
them. Compared to other free-range meat I
have purchased—free-range boneless skinless chicken breast can be nearly $10 a
pound--this was a bargain.
To reduce the costs, I could have slaughtered them myself,
but I was not and am not able or ready to do that. Maybe someday. I could have also purchased them in August
when the heating bills would have been much lower. I will definitely do this project in a warmer
month next time.
We have had several chicken dinners. The meat is delicious, fresh and tender. The fat is a deep yellow thanks to the birds’ exposure to sun and green grass, instead of the pale beige fat found on store-bought birds. I know that these birds had a good life.
|Our first meal of chicken wings|
My children are young enough that this seems like something normal. Eating animals you either raise yourself, or kill yourself, is normal, and it's what people have done for the entirety of human history, except for the past 50 years or so when it became normal to have your meat raised by someone else so you didn't have to participate in the messiness of life and of death.
From the day the chicks came home, we all knew we were going to eat these birds, and although my children had moments of sadness about it, as we all did, I made it very clear to them (and reiterated it to myself) that anytime we eat chicken meat, the food started out as fluffy chicks. I made sure I could not change my mind about the fate of these chicks by ordering all male chicks. I couldn't have 17 roosters. My 5-year-old horrified a new babysitter by saying, with delight, "We have baby chicks in our garage and we're going to EAT them!" That gave me an opportunity to talk about the origins of our food to another person who eats meat but doesn't give much thought to its origins.
If you'd like to raise chicks yourself, Murray McMurray Hatchery
will begin shipping chicks in late January or early February. Be sure to read and to follow the directions carefully about raising the chicks, especially if you purchase a hybrid breed. Local feed stores will carry chicks beginning in early February.